Tuesday, December 12, 2023
Journal, Leading a Class to find Unlikely Beauty
Todd Redman Journal –
Leading a Class to find Unlikely Beauty
In
my Honors class Treks and Texts, there was an assignment called “Lead
Respondent”, where a group of students worked together to present on important
figures in man’s exploration of nature.
At first, I was going to work solo on my presentation, but I quickly
changed around to work with a group presenting earlier on White and
Eisley. I’m glad I chose the larger
student group setting, because I benefited from the fun collaborative
experience.
White was an interesting man, who lived through a rough
childhood but persevered by connecting with nature in a place away from
people. He was specifically fascinated
by Arthurian legend because of its exploration of morality and themes of good
versus evil. We discussed his short
story, The Snakes are About, and we found his message to be that there
is beauty in all creatures, even the snake that is traditionally viewed as a
symbol of evil in literature, such as in the Bible. I thought that it was a nice theme, to see beauty
in nature where one would usually not look to find it. Our class activity based on this concept had
students go outside on campus for about a quarter hour, to find an example of
“unlikely beauty”. Despite being leading
presenters for this project, I suggested to my teammates for us all to go
outside and find examples of unlikely beauty as well to share with the
class. This semester in Treks and Texts
has been eye opening, because I have found joyous experiences in things such as
poetry about nature and volunteering at a forest preserve, when I usually might
not have explored those opportunities before.
I was excited to find some more examples of unlikely
beauty, so I looked around a bit. I
found under where the tire-swing used to be, a patch of dried mud. I remember seeing this natural phenomenon
multiple times before in my life, but only now did I look at it with another
level of appreciation and openness.
Looking at the desolate and cracked mud, I thought of it as an image of
the wasteland, a symbol of a decaying world from another one of my literature
classes. It was beautiful in a sad way,
the lack of vibrant life, and the abundance of dark hues and dried-up things.
I also found an anthill, or a mound made by ants. I took special care to not trample on it,
especially because ants in Texas are notorious for biting. I observed how the gravelly mound was in an
out-of-the-way location, so that it was a more private and sheltered base for
the ants. I looked closer at the green
plants and the brick pathway that surrounded the pile as well. Despite it being just an anthill, I found it
somehow beautiful as well, in a way that I can’t quite describe to myself right
now. Maybe sometimes things in
life do not need words to be explained.
Journal, Turning 21 [December 4th-5th]
Todd Redman Journal – Becoming 21.
December 4th was the day before my birthday. It all came so quickly, especially after Thanksgiving break which ended on November 27th. To a lot of people, the last big number to celebrate is 21, after having celebrated 18 and 16 as other coming-of-age birthdays. However, this day had come so quickly, and my mind was preoccupied with papers and presentations (in fact, December 4th evening I recorded a final presentation video with my teammates), so I was not prepared to make great celebration out of turning 21.
I recalled the joyous remarks of fellow young adults who were excited to go out for a drink the moment they turned 21. I also remembered some comedy videos online where a person would ask for a beer at 11:59 and be denied, only to obtain it just a minute later. These ideas crossed my fancy for a moment, but passed soon after. I was never a person who wanted to go drinking or partying. I’ve always been a very academic and well-kept individual who likes quiet celebrations with his close friends. As all my friends were busy during these weeks of final preparations, I found my last hour before December 5th to be solitary and quiet. To fill in this time, I decided to go for a nice walk.
It was crisp and cold outside, and I was smart to bring a
jacket or two. Campus was dark as well,
it being 11:15 at night by this time. I
took some photos of the interesting things I saw in the evening as I meandered
through the place. I first stopped by
Frog Fountain, always a gorgeous place to visit. The water had been turned off, but there were
still droplets quietly dripping into the shimmering pool. The colorful yellow light from the commons
mingled with the purple hazy lights of the fountain, and it all looked so
mellow and pensive. If this was a moment
in a book I was writing, I would say the fountain symbolized the peaceful and
reflective qualities of my own mind as I gazed upon the structure.
Along my walk, I saw Frog Henge, and the stone pillars were steadfast in their circular ritual. Everything looked darker, but not in an unpleasant way. It was very tranquil and quiet. The cold air became noticeable for a moment, so I picked up my pace.
I walked through the corridors along the commons, which
were nicely lit despite it being nighttime.
I caught a glimpse of some trees along the way, and I paused to observe
their colorful collective of leaves.
Despite the dark night, they were still illuminated, their clean edges
visible and eloquent.
Monday, December 11, 2023
Final Exam Questionnaire - Todd Redman
Treks & Texts
Williams, Fall 2023
Todd Redman
Final Exam: Self-Assessment
- How are you different today than you were in August?
From August to Today, I have
discovered a new way of communicating. I
used to speak and write in a roundabout, ‘fluff’ sort of way. Through practicing interviews for positions
and internships, and creating intentional writing in all of my classes, I have
made my communication and writing more concise and effective. I’ve also found that this concise mindset has
transcended into my thought processes, where I stop putting extra fluff and too
many ideas and instead concentrate on the main points for what I want to think
about. This new skill helps me become a
more effective student and individual.
- In the third-person voice,
and as objectively as possible, describe yourself as a student this
semester. What were your strengths
and weaknesses? Describe the
quality of your work.
- How well, and in what ways, does your academic performance represent you?
My desire to learn and perform well is reflected in my academic performance. I’ve always been an eager student who wanted to get something out of his college education. However, academic performance only goes so far to represent a person. My classes such as Treks and Texts and Argumentation and Debate have given me new perspectives on the world and on my own identity and actions. A mark in a gradebook cannot truly tell what a student got out of a class. Due to insightful and meaningful classes such as the aforementioned, I feel more mindful and collected as a person.
- How has our class—Treks & Texts—contributed to, or affected, your semester?
Treks and Texts has given me cool new experiences which not only change me as a person but give me permanent memories. As I mentioned in my final presentation, the Mary Oliver poems gave me new insight into how nature is beautiful and even a spiritual place. I’m starting to look at the world around me with this new lens, and it’s nice. For a while, I’ve been having difficulty getting back into writing. When I was in elementary school, I wanted to be an author, but as the years went on, it become more of a hopeful dream, with my time consumed by other things. However, because I was compelled to do multiple journals in this class, I have begun to remember how much I like writing, and how much I miss the good old days where I used to write stories almost all the time. I’m hoping that this end of semester does not mark the end of my journaling, and I’ll continue to write about my life through the rest of college.
- What gave you the most satisfaction, or sense of fulfillment, this semester (in our class, in another class, or outside of classes)?
I felt a sense of fulfillment when I received my grades. It may seem superficial, but an A does reflect high-quality work. I put plenty of thought and time into my writing and other assignments, so I like to see a quantitative reflection of how I did. I also felt a sense of fulfillment from the new skills and perspectives I’d obtained this semester. Among all of my classes, I learned to be a better writer and a better person, and I feel fulfilled knowing that I got not only good marks but something internal to take away from this semester.
- What shocked or surprised you the most this semester (in our class, in another class, or outside of classes)?
What shocked me the most this semester is how quickly college is going for me. I just realized that I have only a year and a semester left before college is gone, done for good! These are the key years that will be cherished and missed in my adulthood. Questions such as “have I done enough” or “am I ready to enter the workforce” spin in my head. It’s shocking because it all came so quickly, or at least it feels like it came fast.
- What frustrated or irritated you the most this semester (in our class, in another class, or outside of classes)?
What’s frustrated me the most this semester is myself. I continue to procrastinate, and not engage in personal stories or journals outside of class. I want to be on time and I want to create more personal writings. However, due to feeling tired and sometimes lack of motivation, I seem to not be as effective as I want to be. It irritates me that I have the potential to be better, but looking back through the semester, I don’t see too much improvement in this regard.
- List three things that you would like me to remember about you.
Great question! Since you have numerous students over the years, you don’t have all the memory space in the world to remember everything about each of us (I know I wouldn’t if I was a professor).
Firstly, I would like you to
remember that I appreciated Mary Oliver.
Even as a writer, I never was the biggest fan of poetry. I like how in Owls and Other Fantasies, she
created short poems with detail and meaning, and I really had fun reading and analyzing
them. Thanks for introducing me to a
good author!
Secondly, I would like you to remember
our time driving to the Fort Worth Nature Center and back. I feel that we had some interesting and meaningful
conversations about nature and about school and about the evolving modern world. I enjoyed also seeing the sights such as that
one historical road and the Trinity river.
Finally, I want you to remember
that I had an enjoyable and memorable experience in Treks & Texts. Memorable is a key word here, because in the
future when I tell my kids about classes I took in college, this will be one of
the first that pop to my mind (but I won’t remember or be fond of Honors
Biology).
- List three things you learned this semester.
Although this is partially aforementioned, three things I
have learned this semester is:
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The importance of intentional writing.
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The importance of being open to new things.
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The ability to stay on top of classes a bit more with preparation
and organization.
The Treks & Texts Honors Pledge
(check the statements that most accurately reflect your work this semester)
I, _Todd Redman__,
being of sound mind and able body, do hereby solemnly swear that, as an
honorable Honors student:
___YES__ I have read all of the assigned readings
________ I have read 75% of the assigned readings
________I have read less than 75% of the assigned readings
___YES__ I always came fully prepared for class
________ I came prepared to class 75% of the time
________I came prepared to class less than 75% of the time
YES_____ During this semester I have improved my critical
and interpretive skills by reading
all of the assigned texts
________During the semester my critical and interpretative
skills stayed about the same
__YES I have written and posted all of the required blogs in
a timely fashion
________ I have written and posted all of the required blogs
but not necessarily in a timely manner
________ I have written and posted 75% of the required blogs,
and usually not in a timely manner
________ I have gained either critical self-awareness from
writing these blogs
_YES__More or less, I like blogging
________More or less, I hate blogging
_YES__ I have actively and frequently contributed to class
discussions
________ I have sometimes contributed to class discussions
________ I have not contributed a lot to class discussions,
but I listened attentively
__YES_ I have gained critical insight by participating in
these class discussions
________I sometimes did not pay attention to the class
discussions
_YES__ I have not allowed absences to interfere with the
completion of all required class work
_YES___ I continually put forth my best effort in completing
all of the writing assignments and
class activities
________ I mostly put forth my best effort in completing all
of the writing assignments and class
activities
________ I put forth my best effort in my presentations
_YES__ I mostly put forth my best effort in my presentations
__YES__ I demonstrated the same level of commitment, energy,
and engagement in this class as
I did
in my other classes
________ I put forth what I thought was enough effort to get
a decent grade
__YES__ I have gained a better understanding and
appreciation of environmental literature
__YES__ I have gained a much greater appreciation of, and
critical awareness of, the environment
__YES___ I am confident that I can generally discuss the both
the genre of environmental
literature and the serious issues affecting the environment
___YES__ I am confident that I will remember several of the
assigned readings and discussions
________ I might remember some of the readings and
discussions
__YES_ This course was worthwhile and contributed much to my
education
________ This course was sort of worthwhile and in some ways
contributed to my education
___YES___ As an honorable Honors student, I have honestly
assessed my academic performance
in checking the above boxes.
Circle one of the following qualifiers that best reflects
your overall work: In assessing my work in Treks and Texts this semester, I
declare that my academic performance was
1)
Superior!!!
2)
Excellent
3)
Good
4)
Not-So-Bad
5)
Mediocre
6)
Not-So-Good
7)
Should-Have-Been–Better
Signed: ____Todd
Redman_________
P.S.
Thank you for creating this class and carrying it out with
such passion. To quote what you said
once, I think it is good that we have a class that “gets students outside” in
such a technological age. I appreciated
the many experiences and readings I had in this class, and I have many memories
from class (and I can’t say that about all my classes)!
Tuesday, December 5, 2023
Monday, December 4, 2023
Texts and Treks Final Reflection Justification (Todd, et al.)
Texts and Treks Final
Reflection
To properly convey what we
have learned over the course of the semester, our group chose to create a power
point and recorded video presentation. We chose this format so that our words
would have a visual element to them, and we would have the opportunity to
display our themes with photos from throughout the semester. Below are the
explanations for why each of chose the theme that we did for our final semester
presentation:
Lauren Grace: As someone who often rushes through
her days, I found it pertinent to discuss one of my major takeaways from this
semester- the importance of slowing down and observing what is around us. I
have found myself to be more appreciative of my time outside and the beauty of
nature after this semester of class.
Sheridan: As a Biology major, I have studied nature
in many of my classes, from the cellular building blocks to the intricacies of
entire ecosystems. Therefore, I have always had an appreciation for nature, but
I had not yet analyzed my own relationship with it until this semester. I
believe it is so important for every individual to establish their own place in
the natural world to learn not only about nature itself as it relates to
environmentalism and ecology, but also to better understand themselves.
Bennett: I have had a lot going on in my life this
semester. In busy windows, I often feel a dissonance between the person I am in
the moment and the person that I want to be. It manifests as a feeling of not
accomplishing what I think I am capable of. In nature, I feel this go away.
Each time at the reserve, we were given a straightforward task to complete. As
I felt this dissonance in other areas of my life, I attacked each day at the
reserve with a lot of energy. It felt good to be able to see tangible progress
each time we went out. Being in nature has always brought me peace. This class
showed me the healing power that can come from working hard outdoors. I know I
can rely on that for the rest of my life whenever that feeling of not measuring
up arises.
Todd: My theme is taking the time to engage with
things that I otherwise would have passed up. All connected to our Treks
and Texts class, they include my Mary Oliver readings, working at the Nature
Center’s forest, and heartfelt journaling. These experiences opened
me up to new opportunities for learning, self-development, and community
service. I have become more open to new ideas and adventures, and have
become more grateful for the beauty and meaning in nature.
📷 My Top 10 Photos
It was an interesting prompt, to create photos of nature without giving them captions. I'm writer and a communicator, so I like to expl...
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Mary Oliver Poem 3 – Hawk In Owls and Other Fantasies , page 20, Mary Oliver explores the majestic hawk in a morning in natur...
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Mary Oliver Poem 6 – The Loon on Oak-Head Pond In Owls and Other Fantasies , page 33, Mary Oliver lets us see the loon, or at least, as mu...
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Mary Oliver Poem 2 – Hummingbirds In Owls and Other Fantasies , page 28, Mary Oliver writes an encounter between the narrator...